Samantha's MindSay Blog http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com Samantha - MindSay Blog http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/yea.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-06-08T09:06:39-05:00 <![CDATA[yea]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/yea.mws

well i just made this blog thing n its confusing the hell out of me.....lol what a surprise....well today was interesting...but than again i cant remember it so maybe it wasnt......let me see well lets see hector went for his drug test hopefully he cleaned up all that pot with the stuff he had to do cuz other wise ill like die cuz of a reason I LOVE U HECTOR!  n hopefully u pass....dumbass did it the other day....lol omg my sister is a bitch! hopefully when she turns 18 she`ll move out cuz thats only like 2 years....n 2 months lol well lets see i have to go call chip (hes hott!) lol well ill l8er.....

love samm

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hey well today was good well i went to school well that wasnt good but like u know what i mean lol well after school me n felicia walked home in that hot fucking weather cuz we were suppose to walk with kurt n than like almost the entire way home like we saw him n i was like kurt thank u so much for having us walk when we could have gotten a ride n he laughed n than we were like utoh because hector was there n like hes in*love with me n would of been mad at me even though im so not dating any of them....or chip....so than we went to felicia`s house n than we went swimming n than we went to kurts house n hung out with him till like 530 n than me n felicia were pissed....because of a reason i cant tell incase someone reads this......yup.....anyways after we hung out with him we went back to felicias house because he had to go back to school to do some stuff yup n than n at felicias house we ate ice cream 8-) lol well reply everyone if u wish too....

love samm

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well today was so so so damn boring! i did like nothing n a whole bunch of  ppl asked me if i wanted to hang out n i was like shure id love to n than my dad left n so i didnt have a ride to get abck to easthampton n i was pissed n hes home now but i have to wait for carey to get home to put money on my  phone :-( lol cause i messed it up today n it wont work now till i put n a new phone card on it damn lol n careys at the hospital beccause last night her grandma was put in the hospital so like at 10 last night we went to the Emergency room. to go see her n than after that we went to subway....yup well today really sucked n now its raining n lighting n thundering so even if i did go do something it`d b boring cause of that....well i suppose it b ok to drink inside :-P hehe lol well l8er

love samm :-*

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well last night i slept over my friends house n than like they came n picked me up at my dads house (christy n chris) n its was pretty chill we hung out went swimming n stayed up till 5 a.m. than went to bed n than we went shopping n than me n christy went to mandys house n than we were over there for an hour or so n than i we went back to christys house n than we watched a movie it was called the virgin suicide it was pretty good....OH YES when we were shopping we also went to KFC n me n christy got crispy chicken strips n mashed potatoes they were good yup well i found out that im moving to garfeild street or something like that but its kool because my bff fe n this hottie live around there so its all good!!!

well g2g leave me some comments :-)

love samm

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hey well today it was wicked hot wick hot in school omg cause it was so damn muggy lol it sucked well im so damn excitted for the fireworks cause im gonna b so insanly messed up!!! lol im pumped up for them well today i cut my sisters hair n plucked her eyebrows n its funny cause she was screamy how it hurt when i wa splucking them n than like when i cut her hair shes like u cut it was to short bitch n i was sitting there laughing my ass off n i was like good while i was doing that i was talking to tyler n we deteremined my sister is mildly retarded....ok maybe more than mildy lol :-P yup well i g2g shower....;-)

love samm

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hey im so excitted!!! well next sundays the fireworks n like next wednesday is our last day of school can u talk about huge huge huge partys on both days!!!! ill be throwing up for a like a week straight lol


well my baby jeff went to court today n won!!!woot-woot! im so happy for him! jeff is my baby i love him so much! n im sad cause hes leaving this summer to work with his pops n will only b up on weekends :-( *tear*tear* well atleast hell b here on weekends! JEFF I LOVE U!!!! the day after the fireworks me n u  are deff. deff. chilling!!! cause ill b sad if i cant see ur hott face b4 u leave! <333


well gotta :-*

love samm <333



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well today was good cause at activity period me n felicia we went n had 2 finish our poster n had 2 hang it up n we went to the gym to hang it up n like i saw mr.jeff n it was awsome cause he gave me a hug that was the best part of the day lol

well l8er in the day we had the police officers in our school with the k-9 n it was so cool i love those dogs there the cutiest thing!! cause we raised money to get them cool vest so when they were out in the sun they wouldnt b hot n than we gave them to the dog n it was so fun cause news 40 n a whole bunch of news papers were there n me n lora n fe are gonna b in the news paper cause the guy was talking to us n asking us questions n than like now were gonna b in the news paper n than we got cookies! it was mad rad well g2g muwahhhh

~~love samm~~


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well i already wrote in but....  but i thought i would make a blog thing for stephanie doyle becaseu she died last night n ill miss her a lot even though i havent talked to her in a while

~love samm~

stephanie doyle 6-14-05

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well today sucked because me n nikki were so so upset i was crying all morning b4 i left for school n than like when i got to school i was trying not to cry but when nikki got off her bus like we just hugged each other n snapped n started bawling n than like we didnt want to b there at all but the guys in my class tried to make me feel better so thanks to:

ryan m ,kyle, brett, darren, peter, n nick thanks guys ur tha best!espcially brett

well idk i just feel really bad n i cant even imagine how timmy feels right now

boy oh boy so on monday me n nikki are going to her funeral n than were going to school idk y we`d bother going but we are.....

~~love samm~~

RIP Stephanie Doyle 6-14-05 <333

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well today was sucha sucha good day i hung out with kurt felicia n lora after school n it was mad mad funn n it was sucha good day until now because my bestfriend ryan well ive been upset with him for a while n we just got in a huge fight n i dont think were friends anymore n it really sucks so damn much god sometimes i just feel like id b better off dead i mean i feel like i have absoutly no one i can talk to at all....

_samm_

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well today wasnt that great....i went to stephanies wake with nikki n when me n nikki walked up there n we say her she didnt even look real it was like she was like a playdoh version or something i dont kno but she didnt look real n u could see like bruising around her eyes n everything like that n it was horrible like me n nikki went outside n started bawling n than tara came n was sitting there with us n than timmy came n sat with us n than like nikki n my teacher mrs.drumm came n sat with us n idk it was just really upsetting....cause absoutly everyone was crying n than we went up n hugged her sister jessica n she was crying n idk it was a crappy day.....but i saw kyle n i havent seen him in ever so i guess that was ok.....but wow it sucked today....

R.I.P. S.D. 6/14/05

_samm_

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ok so today i woke up n went to school but at noon i was suppose to get dissmissed early so i was sitting downt here for 43 mins n carey was sitting in her car n so we both waited for each other for almost n hour n than she came inside n we were like where were u? lol n than we went to my dentist place n we H8 DOCTOR WALDER WE WANT HER TO DIE n she had us there for a hour n a half n we were starving n the only thing she did was change the color of badns on my teeth we were pissed cause we were there so long n they didnt do anything really

so....after that we went to friendlys in amerest n than yea it was good....after that we went to sallys n than like i got blonde n black hair dye n it was awsome n than i died my hair n idk if i like it its blonde with black highlights n some of them look kinda blue so i was pissed!!! major!!! lol

after all that i got a new cellphone n its pretty rad n i wastalking to carey but like in december im getting a new cellphone with unlimeted calling n a camera im pschyed!!! well that was my day!!!

lol well while i was dying my hair i got in another fight with ryan......n he told me i ruined his life....god im so fucking horrible! no seriously sometimes i cant beilieve myself i mean i really must of ruined it because ryan was in*love with me n i got him into so many things god....idk....well 1 1/2 days of school left!!! woot-woot BIG BIG BIG PARTIIES!!! lol

love samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/busy_busy_busy_day_n_kinda_sucky_in_the_middle.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=13 xxplaymate916xx 2005-06-21T08:06:41-05:00 <![CDATA[yup]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=13 today was good we didnt have any classes really cause it was the talent show...n than when we did go to class our teacher let us play this game n what i said i did the next person had to act it out somehow n than peter was next to me n i was like hey peter im good today cause i get to go pole dancing n peter wouldnt pole dance so than i was like kyle ull pole dance for me right? n he was like yea n he pole danced for me it was HOT lol n than we went to another class n watched a movie n than i was playing with kyles belt cause there was a lot hanging off n i was like oo o man kyles letting me play with his long wiggly thing! lol n i sat there for an hour playing with it n kyle was laughing n n darren was like o kyle she wants ur penis n i was like bitch i have it lol n than darren was flirting with me so damn bad....like its hard to explain what he was doing...but kyle died laughing everytime he looked at us....yup thats how my day went.....oh yes my hair looks white from the bleach so tomorrow SINCE ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!! im gonna dye my hair whenever i get home from partying! lol how awsome lol well bbl love samm

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hey everyone well today i hung out with mary n than went to felicias house n than hung out with her n than like got hit on by her bro n than i like left her house at like......645?? n than went back to marys n than i left marys house at...almost9 n than i went to anthonys n i drank a little n than like all the guys were hitting opn me causei  was there with like 13 boys n 1 girl (me) lol ahh man n i was like dude no im on the phone lol yea well i drank.....hehehe alittle ;-) hehehehe ok well im not drunk just....tipsy....lol hahahaha dude like my mom keeps talking to me n im like mhmm yup ok hhahahahahahaha idek....

l8er~love samm

OH FUCK YES WE GOT OUT OF SCHOOL WENDESDASY WOOT-WOOT-WOOT-WOOT AHHAHAH

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ok well i guess im not going to my dads today cause hes gay! oh god now i suppose ill just go out drinking....o well hehe well its fun for me ill probably leave aroud 8ish.....well l8er

love samm

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ok wow my busy busy busy weekend.....

FRIDAY-well friday i went to anthonys like i said....n than slept over his house after....cause i was alittle bit out of it lol....so i slept over with all the guys lol not like sex....or anything like that....lol but than i went home at like noon on saturday but i didnt get any fucking sleep at all cause anthony kept punching me in the face wicked hard when he was sleeping it was funny yet very painful...lol

SATURDAY- ok well saturdayyyy....saturday morning b4  i left anthonys house i smoked n than i went home high....lol ahahaha it was funny...luckily my mom wasnt here....lol oh well she wouldnt have noticed as long as she didnt look at me....cause id laugh lol lol well than after that i got all ready for the day.... n than at 7 i left for the fireworks....n i hung out with derek christian bob weasel buddie cora anthony...n other ppl n we were drinking....n than...we went to the tent we were gonna sleep in n than like im not fucking sleeping here n i left so every one left n than me cora n buddy went to bobs house n we all slept there but than we ended up leaving with derek again.....to the skate park....n than went to bobs n went to sleep...lol


~love samm~

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SUNDAY- well today was sunday n after we all woke up we went to the rocks in leeds its aplace to swim i forget the name n than like after that we were there till 5 n than i we went back to bobs n than we all went to the skate parkk.... n thanback to bobs....n than i went home at like 9....ish....n than at 910 i left...n than went to anthonys....n than smoked with justin....n than went to the cellar to watch dereck build a bike with christian n buddie....n they were making fun of me cause i was high...n i kept laughing....n than we dereck christian buddie josh n tin all went to the skate park n than me n tom went to joshes house n it was kinda sketchy.....lol well n now im at home ive been hom for a while...lol

 ~love samm~

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OK SO Last night after i signed offline was wicked sketchy like i wouldnt pick up the phone for josh n tom n it was like 1 oclock n they kept calling over n over again they litterely called 32 times! n than after the last time i went to the bathroom n than walked out n heard my dog barking n than i heard knocking at my door n i didnt answer it cause i knew it was josh n tom n i was wicked sketched out cause it was like 1 in the fricken mornin! n than so they went to the front n than like they aparrently went home but the neighbors n stuff called the cops or something .....n than apparently they were stopped by the cops n than went home n called me again....i was wicked sketched out its like hello....STALKER?!?! ring any bells? idk

~samm

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ok well today i woke up at 1...because josh n tom called me....lol n than i went to anthonys house....but he wasnt home....so i went to lyndsy`s house...n hung out with her cause shhes my hoe.....n than we went to her aunts house n went swimming...n it was kool n now im home....n tonight ill probably go out im waiting for some of the guys to come get me n the rest im waiting for the other guys to call me cellphone....yup lol well ill b partying again tonight....god i fucking love the summer!!! lol


~love samm

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well today after i went swimming with lyndsy i went to hang out with mary n i dyed her hair n than i went to hang out with her n her friends but it was wicked boring cause there all like 23 n shit so i was sitting there being bored so than i said to mary i was like will u drive me to anthonys so i went to anthonys n than at like 1030 they pissed me off so i was like im leaving n than when i was leaving these guys in a car were fucking with me so than i ran back to anthonys n than i sat n hung out with steve n justin n anthony n than around like 1145...driver asked me if i wanted to smoke so than we went to the garage n than i at like 1154 i was like i got to b home for midnight n hes like than do u just wanna smoke tomorrow n i was like shure.... n than so tomorrow at noon i have to b over there to smoke....n than to chill with the guys....lol what fun n than justin n all the guys were way to stoned to walk me home n i had to walk home alone n those guys who were fucking around with me drove by n i was so mother fucking scared it wasnt even funny! 

~love samm

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ok well i just got out of the shower n now im sitting here in a towel.... dont u wish u could b here?!!? i kno i kno maybe next time....hehehehe....well im getting ready to go to anthonys to go smoke.....with driver....so that should b fun n than ill b with the guys all day so call the cell if any of u need me.... 1-413-977-2126 but if ur numbers private un-block it cause other wise i wont pick up :-D love yall

~love samm

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ok well today i was so high i felt sick.....it was insane....lol im still high....kinda...yes i am lol

ok well today i got up took a shower did all my hair n make up n got dressed went to josh`s house hung out with him tom christian n buddy n than derek n andy came n than all the guys left joshs house except for tom n than i made out with tom n than i went to anthonys house n than i went to the sk8 park n hung out with derek christian buddy joe dylan n other ppl n than derek left :-(  n than me n buddy went to anthonys house n than andy n christian cam n than robet n ryan n josh came n than we all chilled there n than i went home... oh yes some where in between there i smoked with driver....lol

~Love samm

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well today im going out with christian n derek n buddy n anthony n the other guys to go smoke n drink n chill n cora n amy are suppose to come into town n idk how thats gonna go because amy n anthony dont like each other very much....cause they dated n had sex way to many times within a month....n than they broke up....n wow it should b n interesting day! lol n plus cause.....theres gonna b ppl hooking up today again....WOOT-WOOT! lol well im gonna go eat n get ready so i can leave n get crunked! wohooo.....wow i party to much...can anyof u tell if u read my blogs every day? lol

~Love Samm

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today was good very good i hung out at the sk8 park all day n partying down there with a whole bunch of guys n than like tim corey luis n rdonazo came up to us (corey n tim r next door neighbors) n we all hung out n than tim corey derek christian n andy n luis went n climbed the roof n than like me n rdonzo (brandon) hung out at the sk8 park n than rdonzo corey n tim brought luis home n than brought back beer n stuff n than we were drinking n playing basket ball n all that fun stuff n than like i just got home from hanging out with them n rdonzo just called my cell!!! aHHHH!!! hes a hottie....were gonna hang out tomorrow...at 8!!! woot-woot lol

well i g2g cause me being a dumb ass the cops came to the sk8 park nlike i dumped a whole bunch of beer in my purse....ooopss....lol o well i have to clean it....it was expensive lol o well im over it....l8er

~Love Samm

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well my babi boi jeff is leaving to live with his dad this summer....oh man hes one of my closets friends in the world...i dont kno what im gonna do with out him....u guys dont even kno.....well idk...im like in tears im gonna miss him so bad......well jeff ill miss u so so much n i love u n dont forget to call even though u have work up there....:-* i love  u very very much! <333 xoxoxoxo if only u knew how much ill miss u!:-(

.....well today im going to hang out with the guys......after jeff leaves cause im gonna talk to him till than im going to hang out with derek n christian n buddy n all them at the sk8 park than im going to anthonys n at 8 im going to hang out with radonzo....woot-woot.....well idk its gonna b a good but wicked wicked wicked sad day.........oh man......

~love samm



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hey what a fun week all week ive been chillen with sheeky tom n chris n josh n anthon n beth n its been funn there was a keg party on saturday n im still over there house.......sadly i didnt drink...lol what a surprise for me!!!! lol well right now im chillen with my bitch sheeky  n everyone else is in the living room....welll i must sayi i hooked up with....tom....n chris but tom doesnt know about chris! n he better not cause hell kick my ass n chris`s!!! lol well g2g b4 someone comes n reads this


lll8er hoes!

~love samm

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tonight i went to the teen center with beth n sheekyn it was cool some guy told jimi that he liked me n all n i was like...thats kool...lol dude n some guy took a pic of me on his camera phone when i was sitting down n i didnt kno him n i was so sketched out~!!! well im going to go chill with sheeky!!!


~love samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/teen_center.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/good_good.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-12T12:07:39-05:00 <![CDATA[good good]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/good_good.mws ok well today was fn i went to six flags with chris n christy n it was funt he roller coaster cyclone scared the living hell out of me n they took pictures of us while we were on the ride n like i was laughing my ass off when i saw them! it was so halirious lol omg but once i got of that ride i was like shaking! lol i got a sunburn today too but it didnt hurt o well yea once we left six flags we went to wendys n got baked potatoes n than went to christy house n fell asleep for a while cause we were tired n than woke up n bethany came over n than we went n partyied with mandy n bill n than we left there house at like 930 ish n than went back to christys n than made tacos for us nt han we went swimming n we just go back inside but bethany is laying down cause she has to b up for work at 645  well im gonna go n amuse myself...o yes n if i dont write in tomorrow its cause im out party with the guys...lol n christy n im just to drunk to typer lol l8er!!!
~love samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/good_good.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=29 xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-14T02:07:13-05:00 <![CDATA[no subject]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=29 lsat night was soincreadibly funn! i hung out with tim n radonzo n corey n well...i really really like radonzo alot it was fun we drove to northampton n than we walked around northampton at like 930p.m. n than like we went to a park in northampton n than radonzo laid on me n than we went back to easthampton to sk8 park n radonzo lifted me overhis head it was funny n than corey said he was going to... yes
.......so today i was suppose to hang out with them with christy n we waited around all day for them to call n than they didnt....so we were pissed...n than we came back to christys ouse n than like we chilled here...n now christy is off somewhere......in her house... well tonight  alot of things ran threw my head.....n they werent good at all.....

~~"help me not b me, or watch me slowly die....."~~
~love samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/29 http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=30 xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-14T01:07:40-05:00 <![CDATA[yup]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=30 well i havent done anything today cause well...i woke up at 1 n its now 130 yup but me n christy might go to subway.... YUP wellll....... ANYWAYS.....theres nothing else to say right now....i suppose.....
~~love samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/30 http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=31 xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-14T08:07:47-05:00 <![CDATA[.....]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=31 ok well we didnt end up going to subway sadly to say :-( lol anyways we went to mandys house n now christy is going out with her nephew hes 17...shes 14 hahahha o well anyways after that we went out with mandy to her moms house with christy n anthony n mandy it was cool there was a hot guy named norm he was sexxi lol  it was cool.....n than we went home n fell asleep cause we were tired n than like...... now were up n christys talking to sean (her b/f 17...) yup well l8er//////
~lovesamm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/31 http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/today_should_b_good.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-15T02:07:06-05:00 <![CDATA[today should b good]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/today_should_b_good.mws today should b a goodday hopefully im still with christy cause shes one of my bestfriends ever...yup n at 5 were going to hang out with her boyfriend till 1 a.mish....? n than were going to my house but till 5 well probably get ready.....and.....go to mandys....and idk the usual stuff we do....lol.....well im gonna go finish getting ready ill write in tomorrow! :-*
~~~~***i miss jeff sparks sooooooo much!!!!!***~~~~
~love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/today_should_b_good.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/frustrated.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-15T11:07:41-05:00 <![CDATA[frustrated]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/frustrated.mws well im not really frustrate but i was....lol.....ok well today me n christy were suppose to hang out with her boyfriend (Sean)  n mandys bro Eric so we sat there for 2 n half hours!  they didnt show up we were so pissed! n than when we were walking back we saw timmy darren n jhonnny n tim hit me in my back with a basketball i wanted to cry  cause i have serious back problems i was sitting there n i was like u fucking faggot n he was like o so im a faggot now n i was like yea i have back problems jerk...n than he said sorry....but now my back still  hurts...anyways so we got back...n than we called eric n sean n were like where the fuck are u n they were like at mandys house (next door) n we were so mad! lol but than we went over to mandys n chilled with them for an hour...it was funn.....yup...GUESSS WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?! MY BABY BOI IS BACK FOR THE WEEKEND!!!!! AHHHH IM HAPPY!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH but i havent gotten to talk to him yet..cause hes been at joeys....ssadddddd :-( ***TEAR TIMES TWENTY!!!***  but i sent him a message asking him if he wanted to hang out tomorrow...i hope so cause i missed him sooooo much! well.....ill write in tomorrow.....
~love samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/frustrated.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/fun_day.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-17T12:07:19-05:00 <![CDATA[fun day]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/fun_day.mws so today me n christy went to the park...cause shaun n eric were going there to hang out with us n on the way there we saw shana n we were standing there talking to her n than eric n shaun came pulling up the street n shana was like u guys might wanna move that car might hit u guys n i was like nope....those guys in there are for us....n than so we left n went to the park...n than we had to give macho a ride to work...n on the high way we were pllaying dont let the car pass u...n it was fun we were doing like 110 o man its was kool......so after that we went back to the park....n like i sat on the front of the car outside of it were the top of the egine waswhile eric was driving the car it was fun.....so at like 800 me n christy had to leave...n than like eric n shaun came speeding at us n than like christy ran out of the way screaming n than i just stood in the middle of the road...n at the very last second the spun out of the way...dude the were going like 60 at me....it was kool.....n than like...we went the the cemetary...n eric let me drive his car...n than i almost hit a couple tomb stones...apparently i was going like 85 according to him...hehehhehee.....oooops....what can i say.....?lol o well thats me for ya...n than it was like almost 830 n we had to b home for 830 n than we had them drive us to mandys wicked fast n than there was liek a whole bunch of ppl outside the flywheel staring at us run...it was kool...n than we went back out side to hang out with them again n than like i was climbing on the outside of his car everywhere....n than i jumped off his car n christy jumped in her pool with her clothes on...n than flashed me...lol.....yup n now were hanging around the house...n than tomorrow...were going to chill with my baby....jeff.....cause hes leaving again tomorrow :-( :-(:-( im sad about it but atleast this time ill get to say bye yup......well l8er
~love samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/fun_day.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/sad_day.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-17T06:07:24-05:00 <![CDATA[sad day]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/sad_day.mws ok well...me nc hristy woke up at 1137 to b at hte park for 1230 to hang out with jeff n htna at noon i went down stairs n an said ill see u at 1230 n than he said he couldnt make it...i was crying...cause jeff is my lover n the only guys who said he lovedme n ment it...ok well anyways than we went to mandy n went to southampton n that was my day
~love samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/sad_day.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/asd.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-17T10:07:46-05:00 <![CDATA[ASD]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/asd.mws WELL...ME N CHRISTY ARE SO INCREAIDBLY HYPER...WERE JUMPIGNA ROUND HER HOUSE SINGING EMINEN ASS LIKE THAT N WE WERE SINGING IT IN HER LITTLE BROTHERS FACE N HE WAS LIKE UR FUCKING WEIRD...HES 9! LOL WELL N I ALSO THINK I SCARED THE LIVING HELL OUT OF MY FRIEND KYLE! AHHAHAHAHAH WELL IM LEAVING TO GO PARTY WITH CHIRSTY!!!
~LOVE SAMM

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/asd.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/hmmmmmm.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-18T05:07:15-05:00 <![CDATA[h,mmmmmm]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/hmmmmmm.mws ok well today...i walked in on chris having phone sex...n i didnt like it at all....not at all....well anyways today me n christy were suppose to go to a party but it got cancelled cause the PG`s came home early....*tear* lol o well....i wanan go chill with grant too.....anyways so me n christy are suppose to go swimming in leeds with eric shaun n fe but were not shure if were going to...were undecided.....hmmm....i should just to chill with grant...n fe...cause i kno christy wont come....tears.....SHE SHOULD THOUGH! lol anyways.....o yes christy is upset cause she has no more ciggeretts...HAHAHAHAHA sucks for her!  :-P  .......sooo...im waiting for fe to call me back n i am also waiting to get the phone from christy to call grant...omg ive been bitching at my family all day cause my dad was suppose to take me to get my belly-button pierced like a year ago n he hasnt n we have someone in our family who is a perfessional peircer n i was just like what the hell i can get it done for free why the fuck wont u just go take me!?!?!?! yup well now im waiting for my stepmom also to call me back cause i can convince her into taking me to get it done,......yes n my mom is taking me to get my nose pierced verrry soon caus ei was bitch at her about that today too...so im getting my nose pierced soon very soon cause my mom has to live with me n she wont like to listen to me bitch forever! hehehe.....well l8er
~love samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/hmmmmmm.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/interesti_day_i_suppose.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-19T08:07:06-05:00 <![CDATA[......interesti... day i suppose....]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/interesti_day_i_suppose.mws well today me n christy hung out with tyler....it was sooooo boring! lol n than we all went to mandys n christy n mandy got in a huge fight....yuppp........well...after that me n christy got in ahuge fight because she never wants to do anything so than i guess it did some good cause than we went to brooks n than we saw mary wells...n than she wanted to hang out with us but christys dad said it was to l8...so christy sugested tomorrow...so our litle fight did good lol...well christy is upstairs...on the phone...with josh...again....lol......now shes with me.....yup...sooo im pretty damn bored right about now.....n christy left me again.....well if any of u want to talk : Sambina9
~love samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/interesti_day_i_suppose.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=40 xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-20T12:07:02-05:00 <![CDATA[FRUSTRATED!]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=40 IM VERY VERY VERY FRUSTRATED!....GOOD BYE

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/40 http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/pretty_good_day.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-20T06:07:14-05:00 <![CDATA[pretty good day!]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/pretty_good_day.mws ok lsat night at 1 a.m. me n christy were watching boogyman n i dont think ive screamed so much during am ovie in a while im like afraid of the fucking boogyman now n dark closets n hallways! lol ....no but im seirous....:-P ...

so today men christy woke up at 12 n than at 130 mary came n picked us up...n than we went to the store n than to her house n hung out there....n than we stayed there till 430 talking with her n her mom...n than came home n christy was upset...n than i talked to jon......(for a fill in i havent talked to jon in ilke 3 or 4 months cause we got in a huge HUGE  FIGHT!)...but now were friends again its kool....so now christys sad....so im on the computer yupp....well tomorrrow were hanging out with jon.....n than on friday my BABIIIII IS COMING HOME N HE HAS A SURPRISE FOR ME!!!! YI[PPPEEE!!!!
~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/pretty_good_day.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/funi_guess.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-20T09:07:20-05:00 <![CDATA[FUN...i guess]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/funi_guess.mws

so.....me n christy wen n just hung out with radonzo n timmy n than we dropped chrissty off...n than i felt radonzo`s penis....it was BIG! ....yup....lol......than we left... yup..

~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/funi_guess.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/todayyyyyyyyy.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-21T01:07:16-05:00 <![CDATA[todayyyyyyyyy]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/todayyyyyyyyy.mws today im going to nikis birthday party....what funn...well right now im talking to becky...n hanging out with christy yipee...well last ngiht after i hung out with TIMMY n radonzo i pierced my nose...so my nose is now pierced...yup thats how it goes....well OMFG me n christy went jogging this morning for like a half a mile...n almost FUCKING DIED...man we got to quite smoking! lol...o man...save us money n maybe we would b able to fucking run! :-P g2g to nikkis party..ill write in l8er...
~love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/todayyyyyyyyy.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=44 xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-21T06:07:08-05:00 <![CDATA[no subject]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=44 ok well today i went to nikkis birthday party n it was sooooo much funnn!!!!....eddie...nikki`s stepdad took us out tubbing because he has a speed boat.....n omg he was wippping me around sooooooo soooo damn much it was fucking nutz he said that he was going to wip me around the most....how sweet of him lol....but b4 i fell off he hit the biggiest fucking bump .....n i went rolling on top of the water he hit so hard...i have bruise on my ass from it :-(  lol...it was kool...yup...n now im chillen with chris...cause i like pretty much live with her if u guys cant tell...n if u cant....ur STUPID! .......soo...im out like a fat gurl in a dodge ball game! :-P
~love  Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/44 http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/tired.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-22T07:07:21-05:00 <![CDATA[tired]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/tired.mws well i did absoutly nothing at all today i like basically slept all day cause i havent slept for like or 3 days.... n im still tired lol....welll tomorrow...me n christy or going out with mary wells...and maybe going to the mall cause i need a new nose ring :-( well nose stud.... lol ....seriously though .....cause this ones to big for my tiny nose :-P...ok well im going to go eat......well n my dad is buying me nchristys brras..its kinda weird...bye
~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/tired.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=46 xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-26T10:07:38-05:00 <![CDATA[FRIDAY]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=46 friday i went out with mary...n josh...n matt n a whole bunch of other cats...n it was kool...yup...we all hung out n ate donoughts...almost got a arrested...u kno the usual...lol
~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/46 http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/saturday.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-26T10:07:48-05:00 <![CDATA[saturday]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/saturday.mws saturday i hung out with bethany n christy...n like we really wanted to go to the movies..the mall also...so we went around christys house collecting cans...to return n than bethany drove us to big Y n thanwe ruturned all of them..n got $19.80 yup..thats a lot of fucking cans....so than we went back to christys house n got another 20 dollalrs so we went to them mall n spent 15.75 on our tickets...n than went to macdonald.... n blew the rest so than after we ate we sitll had 2 hours to blow so we were sitting in bethanys car listening to music..n than two hot guys on a motorcylce came up to us o the motorcyle n they were hitting on us....yup..n than sadly we had to go to the movie...we saw willy wonka....it was funny as hell!!!
~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/saturday.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/yesterday.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-26T10:07:44-05:00 <![CDATA[yesterday...]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/yesterday.mws yesterday i hung out with bethany...at her house in montague...it was so much fun... we like went n picked up...nate n jordan...n we went to super stop n shop nthan hung out with dean n ericka  while they were on break DEAN IS SO FUCKING HILIOUS!! it was great...than me nate bethany n jordan went to the hadley mall...n went to hot topic..n than like bethany n i went to on the cell phone booths n got all the panflits..cause i want a NEW cellphone n bethany needs a new one...so yup..than we went to northampton n were screamy out the window to jon...n nate was screaming soooo much fucking funnnnI!!! YUP WELL G2G
~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/yesterday.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=49 xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-26T10:07:31-05:00 <![CDATA[today]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=49 today me n christy went to brooks...n than we went to subway!!! FINALLY!!! lol it was good.... n than we went to 7/11 n got a slurpee.... n than sexxi marissa called n informed us she was home from south carolina...n we were like nigga get ur ass ova here...n now shes hear...n were having a girls night... n l8er we plan on going skinny dipping!!!! hahahah yippeee!!!! what now nigga!!!?!??!...sorry im nutz.....o yes i told my dad off again tonight god i hate that man more than u guys can kno...N NO ITS NOT JUST A STAGE EVERYONE GOES THREW... if u guys only knew...ok well now im frustrated...when i get mad or someones mad at me...it makes me feel like im not good enough...for anyone...nt han i start questioning if its cause im fat...even though im not...n thats why so amany anerioxi thoughts go threw my head...like even though im not fat when im upset my head tells me i am thats the number one thing that shoots to my head when im pissed or sad bout something ANYHING......
~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/49 http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=50 xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-28T08:07:32-05:00 <![CDATA[yesterday]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=50 yesterday i hung out with lora...grant...adam...ron...jon...danny...n some other cats..n omg what a great fucking night...im sitll feeling it today....yup lol...my god...like i cant even say it on here on what happend last night...well good news n bad news! GOOD NEWS MY BABY JEFF CAME BACK A DAY EARLY TO SEE ME!!! :-D
BAD NEWS-MY BABY grant is leaving tomorrow night to california for a month...:-( *tear*...well if u wanna kno what happend in my night last night i-m me Sambina9
~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/50 http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=51 xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-29T09:07:44-05:00 <![CDATA[friday]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=51 so today is friday...grant left...n  he didnt even say good-bye...stupid prick! good god  i cant beilieve him ok so today me n christy went to subway n than some stupid fuck named heather ripped me n christy off so we were like dude this aintt kool...yup so we didnt  get our money back...so we complained... ALOT....yup...well other than that i didnt do anything else...o yes i saw ryan coopee....long story about him...but he told me i looked hot n he didnt recoggnize me n i was like...thats kool....yup lol.....soo....yup o yea like the pic?? lol sorry usually i dont look the spedicial....but i havent gotten to sleep in over weeks...like actuall good sleep...n i might have had a hang over in that pic i cant remember lol
~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/51 http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/going_out_to_eat.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-30T05:07:28-05:00 <![CDATA[going out to eat]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/going_out_to_eat.mws hey...so today me n christy n jeff were suppose to go out to eat...but like jeff`s wrist n knees hurts...so sadly only me n christy are going out to eat...either to village or subway..doesnt that sound fun? lol yea...me n christy took so many hilrious pictures!!!well ill attempt to put them in...
~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/going_out_to_eat.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/slept_all_day.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-07-31T09:07:56-05:00 <![CDATA[slept all day]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/slept_all_day.mws well i didnt do anything but sleep ALL day litterly cause me n christy tried to  to stay up for a straight week....but she got tired...so we were only up for a dayl....so than we passed out on our second day up.....n i woke up at 830...tonight...n tlaked to ryan cause hes sexxi....well lyndsy i-med me n she has a present for me from the beach!  i feel so special...cause she loves me!!! well kyle told me tonight  that he wants to go to a show at the flywheel with me or at pearl street or something like that real soon! :-D :-D :-D that should b fun...cause ive always had some type of crush on kyle ...hes sexxi i told him so lol....yup....well g2g
~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/slept_all_day.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=54 xxplaymate916xx 2005-08-02T01:08:26-05:00 <![CDATA[no subject]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=54 well i didnt do anything today ssadly to say cause me n christy were out all night partying.....yup nimet someone named colin...hes sexxi!!! yup we were up till 7 a.m. n than slept all day oopss...o well were night ppl :-|

~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/54 http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/1_hourfixed_the_poolwent_swimming_with_mandyhung_out_with_the_fellas.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-08-03T09:08:54-05:00 <![CDATA[1 hour...fixed the pool...went swimming with mandy..hung out with the fellas]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/1_hourfixed_the_poolwent_swimming_with_mandyhung_out_with_the_fellas.mws ok well today...i woke up at 4:40a.m. n i went to bed at like 3:30a.m... n than so i woke up cause christy woke me up as ur all read..in my last entry....the GRR one lol well...i fixed...the pool today cause it was shooting water out everywhere...its a big pool!!! if ur sexxi...u should come swim with me in it sometime... lol...n than christy woke up at noon n than ADAM FUCKING SHAKNATIS CAME OVER! n we were like adam! we havent seen him in eva...so we chilled with him n than we were all hangin out by the computer...n than we looked at the computer for two mins...n than we turned back...n adam was gone...it was weird...major lol...so than i hung out with mandy n christy out in the pool...n than i went swimmin,.....n than....i went inside n than luis n andy came n saw me...more of the fellas...but i never heard from....cedric...hmmm...? yup so anyways i hung out with them for a while...n than they were trying to convince me to show them my bikini  hehehehe ...what can i say?? lol but anyways so i chilled with them for  half hour n than it wa slike 9 so than the had to go back to anthonys so the hug moment...they were all sweaty YUCK! lol o well i love my guys!!! well than i went inside n ryan called me hes my sweet heart <33 he loves me litterely is in love with me...but wont admitt it to me so i always try n convice him he should admitt it but he doesnt/....but when hes drunk or something he tells me lol...o boi...now im talking to Aaron.. cause hes sexxi....n im also talkin to other ppl im gonna go to bed early tonight soooo tired 
~Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/1_hourfixed_the_poolwent_swimming_with_mandyhung_out_with_the_fellas.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/worst_efen_daybut_lyndsy_i_owe_u_major.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-08-04T11:08:55-05:00 <![CDATA[WORST EFEN DAY...but lyndsy i owe u major!!!]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/worst_efen_daybut_lyndsy_i_owe_u_major.mws OK TONIGHT WAS SOOOO INCREADIBLY BAD!! U DONT EVEN KNO I FUCKING WISH THIS NIGHT DID NOT EXIST...OK ME N CHRISTY WENT TO THE MOVIES!....WITH CEDRIC...N CHRIS...N LIKEIT WAS REALLY AKWARD...N THAN THE WHOLE DAY THEY JUST KEPT DITCHING US..N  than like we wentto the movie n everything n than like after the movie it was like 930? n than so they were like o were taking the bus...so we really didnt want to...n than like they got on the bus n FUCKING LEFT US AT THE MALL AT 930 AT NIGHT...so than...we were stranded at the mall! so we called...mandy...n she couldnt...n than we called eric...n he didnt have gas...n than...we called justin n he wasnt effen there!...so than....i called lyndsy  n thankfully lyndsy came n got us....i love her!! i owe her major!!! no but get this she left her house in her pajamas hung up the phone with the love of her life  to come get me n christy at the mall...n than went to her house...n gaveme a present! wow....thats love....coming to get someone in ur pajamas...lol <33 lyndsy thank u so much seirously!!.....but cedric n chris...u pissed me off so bad!
<333Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/worst_efen_daybut_lyndsy_i_owe_u_major.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/o_boy.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-08-05T12:08:10-05:00 <![CDATA[o boy]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/o_boy.mws o boi...now did we not only get in a fight...but he said that he didnt want to talk n that he could just go on n forget herknew me....what a jerk...o boy...what a crappy weekk seriously...
<33Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/o_boy.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/still_frustrated_buts_it_alll_good.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-08-05T10:08:19-05:00 <![CDATA[still frustrated ....BUTS IT ALLL GOOD!]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/still_frustrated_buts_it_alll_good.mws hey....well today...i hung out with christy, and chris....yup...i woke up at ....2:30....yup....i wish chris...didnt come....cause hes kindda....really sketchy...yup....well...now me nchristy are...listening to music...being stupid...im still frustrated from last night...but we are going to write a good song about it! yup...so i guess its ok...lol o boy...well im off...to amuse myself...
<33Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/still_frustrated_buts_it_alll_good.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/ehhhh.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-08-09T04:08:27-05:00 <![CDATA[..ehhhh]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/ehhhh.mws ok well today....i was suppose to go to the beach with christy david jake n anthony...n joe...but...it said it was gonna thunder out so me n christy didnt go :-( tears....n we woke up...n it was sunny GRRRRR god damn! lol o well there going again next week...so my cutie ryan is suppose to stop over n see me today b4 he goes to kyles....oh n this is horrible....mandy thinks i h8 her :-( :-( :-( ....ok well i g2g cause ryan is almost here!!!! :-) im happys..hes awsome
<333Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/ehhhh.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=60 xxplaymate916xx 2005-08-11T08:08:33-05:00 <![CDATA[no subject]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/?entry=60 Hey...i just got home...i spent the day chillen with Danielle n Marissa..yup...i woke up at like 2...hehe...ok i woke up...went tanning till 2:30 or 3:00.......n than.... the gurlies came over...n we chilled with christy...n than i made supper for da family....(joe christine billy christy, n buffy...cause everyone else was god knows where) it was good...i must say..lol...my cooking skills have improved from when i use to set grilled chesseson fire....lol yup...but n than i walked to my house by myself..chilled with my mom outside...n than she went grocery shopping...n than..i went back to christys house...n than it was like 6...n than i went over marissa`s house with Danielle...n we all chilled....yup....n than i came home...n made 20 dollars! by making 6 sandwichs for my pops..how cool..lol...cause the parents are going out of state tomorrow to the race track!!!
<33Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/60 http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/felicia_bfffl_darlin.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-08-12T09:08:54-05:00 <![CDATA[FELICIA!!! bfffl darlin!]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/felicia_bfffl_darlin.mws OK SO TODAY WAS GOOD......i was woken up by felicia today she called me on my cellphone n than her n hector came n saw me!!! :-) n it was sooo awsome cause shes my bestfriend...n i dont kno what im gonna do with out her i really dont...im gonna go mental thats for shure! no seriously...but than we came home (me n christy) n i called my mom .....n talked to her...n than...we got chinese food...n than...we went out swimming with mandy bill lizzy n anthony...n it was fun we took pictures...than i went inside n called kurt...n talked to him on the phone with than chris called em.....*chris have fun in pensyvania ill talk to u in a week!!! :-* ...* yup n than i watched degrassi n instant star...n that concludes my day..i think...
<33Samm

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hey everyone i havent written in a while....cause ive been in montague...well last night while i was in montague still me n bethany n athesha went to kits house....n nate n nicki p were over there...n omg what a wild night....o boy....very wild...we didnt end up going home till 5 am n omg was i fucking tired!...o yes in there we almost burnt kits house down...o boy he would have been rippen!! so much stuff happend!....but me n bethany finally went to bed around....530...6 a.m?


well bethanys mom came upstiars at noon n woke us up...n than bethie drove me home...to my dads house....i was sad cause ive been there so long n than i just had to leave :-( but than like i went shopping....like MAJOR MAJOR shopping...what fun....the mall is fucking great! ......after that...i was telling carey that i liked a phone atr sprint....n now im getting a new cellphone in a couple weeks....like 2 or 3...soo since i last wrote in....its beennn reallly good....non-stop [artying for two weeks...lol.....well g2g

<33Samm

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sunday will b so fucking awsome because grants coming home...after being gone a month!!! im so pumped!!! well...today...i went to the doctors....with carey to go a perscription filled....n than went to the pharamsit.....n than the hardware store...n we almost got hit like 700 hundred fucking times! stupid fucking ppl....well...me n carey are going back to the store to get taco stuff how awsome lol....school starts...7 FUCKING DAYS! not even a week...this is horrible o my....o well...hmmm well idk...i think im going to the doctors....4 my back i can barely move sometimes cause it hurts so damn bad...it sucks...well l8er

<33Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/sundaydoctor_fucking_pplschool_ehhh.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/good_times.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-09-03T01:09:05-05:00 <![CDATA[good times]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/good_times.mws

o my the other night i went back to montague...n last night which was friday...matt bethanys fiance welll him n his brothers were having a party..omg what a great time soo drunk n other things...like wow u dont even kno like i couldnt walk n i kept falling on the ground n twitching bethany was like u were so fucking drunk but it was so fucking funny to watchgood times good times what a good way to end the summer seriously best party of the year so much alcohol n  other thing u guys missed out on the best party...apparently bethany n matt kept trying to put me to bed n i kept walking back down stairs withe ervyone n i almost fell down the stairs...n i was standing there talking to scott n martin n i was trying to prove to them i was that drunk n scott tapped me n i feel backwards ahahha n some ho win the night i got a bloody nose...but didnt kno about it...but finally when i went to bed ppl kept coming upstairs to check on me n i was kept twitching ahahah good times good times...omfg but this morning i was throwing up sooooooo damn much u dont even fucking know! n i had sucha headache.... blah...but  in over all it was funn....like ok this is what i had to drink 2 n a half beer some rum.....some bacardi....some vodka....n than sum more  rum n some more beer...n than some more rum n vodka....yup....that was my night...o yes!! n alot of a special little green plant....now do u understand why i was throwing up all day?

<3Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/good_times.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/lyndsy_18th_birthday.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-09-05T12:09:21-05:00 <![CDATA[lyndsy 18th birthday]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/lyndsy_18th_birthday.mws

hey  well for the last two nights ive been with lyndsy n tim tim lives in conn. n he slept over  we stayed up all night n partied n we went to macdonalds n my house n everywhere the next day on her birthday party it was fun after two or 3 hours of the party we went to loonars to check the  prices cause lyndsy wants to get her nose pierced too....than like we went to conn n hung out there...n omfg when we were leaving conn. on the high way we almost got in 2 car accidents...n omfg when we were going down the mountain there was a spider in her car n we started screaming n lyndsy almost crashed it n than like i was crying im so terrfied of spiders...yup that was pretty fucking bad cause we couldnt keep our eyes open n she was driving...can we talk about bad? lol...well..than we went to macdonalds again....yup...n than we went home n we saw justin n we went outside to talk to him n he wassss sooooo fucked up!he was on like acid n nweed n we were like ur so fucking retarded!  yup n it was likw 1230 n we went to bed cause we were so exhausted from the day...well l8er ..tomorrows the first day of school

<3Samm

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ok so today i woke up at like 4 in the morning n couldnt fall back asleep n than like so i sat up with my sister n watched a movie n than at 630 i got up n started getting ready n than at like 720 i left my house n like ryan n ryan met me at the pond n we walked to school  when we got to school no one new where we were suppose to b so we all got lost cause the teachers didnt kno what classes we should b at stupid fucks well the day went by slow n fast n like than at 2 we had an assembly n like it was ok i suppose... anyways we got dissmissed from the assembly n than lyndsy came n picked me up n like we went back to her house n we went shopping n shit at brooks n than we left there n went back to her house n i was soooo exhausted n than at like 7 she brought me home n than when i walked in the door darren called me n asked if i wanted to hang out so we went to the park n hung out n than  n than at like 830 we left n than i caqme home n did all my homework n than ate my macdonalds lol n now im talking to lots of ppl....well l8er

<33Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/first_day_back_to_school_very_busy.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/fucking_hoes.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-09-07T10:09:26-05:00 <![CDATA[fucking hoes!]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/fucking_hoes.mws

ok so today i went to school n it was good n all n after school christys boyfriend rob picked us up...n it was fun but omg!  sooo fucking something ok because rob drove to burger king n me n christy walked up to macdonalds n we were walking back n rob wwas pulling out to get us n than like this girl gave me a nasty look so then christy flipped her off n she started screaming n than everywheres we went they followed us trying to drive up next to us n screaming at us from there car n than like rob drove to his moms work n the girls started yelling at robs mom! n than they drove off n than they were waiting for us! up at the hill she he drove the opposite  way from them n like they turned around n were following us again n than we left for florence n than when we came back rob stopped for gass n than had to go n check his appoionment time 4 saturday n than this red truck pulled up beside us n than they walked up to the truck n it was a GUY an he started yelling at us saying ull get ur ass kicked if u fuck with this girl n im her boyfriend n all this other shit n than got in his car n than i got out of the car n we were fighting n than the cops got called n the guy drove off n than like the cop was sooo funny he wa slike yea a word of advice dont flip off crazy ppl n than the station tracked down the other car (the guy) n than they ended up going to his house n idk what happend cause the cop told us to go :-P  idk it was sketchy  idk but im gonna go n talk to timmy n other ppl l8er

<3Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/fucking_hoes.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/ok_day_i_suppose.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-09-09T11:09:37-05:00 <![CDATA[ok day i suppose]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/ok_day_i_suppose.mws

Hey well today was good i guess...well kinda sucked ok so i woke up n like i got ready for school n i walked to school than at 9 we had a assembly n it was ok i suppose n than i finsihed off the classes blah blah blah who the hell cares about the rest of school ok so after school i was SUPPOSE to talk to kurt cause he was suppose to come talk to me cause i really needed to talk to him n he came up to me with a whole bunch of girls i was sooo pissed but than i went to christys house n like we sat around n i talked to muh babbby aaron!!! i love him we were on webcam together it was sooo funny if only u knew so around 640 me n christy went outside to wait for luke n rob cause they were suppose to b there 4 7 n than around 5 mins l8er shana vanessa n julie all walked by n they stopped to talk to me cause i love them n than so we were all standing around for like 20 mins n than they left to get ciggeretts n rob n luke still werent there n like we were outside waiting waitin n waiting n than like around 800 i wa slike i want ice cream so we walked down to the ice cream shop n we were talking to the guy who works there for like  n than around 820 we left n i got ice cream! lol yayy! so than we went back n wait n he finally showed up around 9! n we were like wtf n he said he had to get luke b4 he came n we were like wheres luke n than it turned out he couldnt come out so we went to the park n than to macdonalds n than to burger king n than i cleaned out robs car it was messy n than around 10:15 me n rob left cause he has to bring me home n had to b home for 1030 n than like i got home n it was 1030 so rob was late but he lives around the corner so than i didnt eat when we went to mcdonalds or burger king so carey brought me to burger king around n now im eating burger king n tlaking to ppl n listening to music but rather tired soo....l8er

<3Samm

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ok well..today i went to school...came home n did nothing...well except watch laguna beach...its been a couple....hecktic days for a while...really chatotic! well if u wanna kno about htem let me know!

<3Samm

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HEy so today i went to school n it was pretty good i was tlaking to kyle today n like we cleared everything up about that night he came over hehehelol good night the conversation was pretty halirious i must say! ok so then after all that school crap i went to chrsitys as usuall n than like me n christy were hanging out n than like marissa n neelima came over n we chilled with them n than they left n marissa came back cause she got in a fight with her parents  so she is sleeping over too...nwe walked to my house n it took FOREVER cause i sprained my toe  n so it was hard to wlak on it  n than marissa got a phone call from her cousin n her cousin told her that i was "bonified hustler" lol o my it was funny n than we came back n than like we went to macdonalds n like it was so amusing like first marissas mom pulled up on the side walk trying to order n than like  she went to drive away without the food so i had to jump out of the car n get it n so many cars were behind us laughing it was so great! lol n than like  we were getting out of the car n like omg! i dropped all the food on the ground so than we just picked it up n than so i went to stand up n than i dropped it on the ground again!!!! n than marissas mom asked her if i was drunk n i was like no im not drunk its hard for me to walk lol i dont thinik she beilieved me htough :-\ lol o my  ok well i dont write in as much because im so busy lately ...so im gonna go chill with muh girls marissa n christy :-) :-*  dont forget to comment other wise im not writting anymore :-P

&hearts; Samm

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hey so i havent written in in a while...yup well..everything keeps going good..n than bad...well so far this year...i was failing..n than today i found out that im going to b passing....cause me & fe handed in everything we needed to n than...re-took a quiz  n it was good cause we passed along with ryan...well im going out with kurt again...since the 11th...n i already think hes going to break up with me..if he does..i dont kno what ill do...i will b soo upset! idk...anymore...yupp well... brittany taylor n i became such good friends i ADORE her with all my heart....she is incredible!  hmm life just blowzz.... seriously...well idk...i suppose im going ot go...

<3SAmm

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up so he broke up with me... (kurt) & im totally...and incredibly heartbroken...i cant beilieve i was soo damn stupid to think he actually cared...seriously what the hell runs through my head..well its going to suck come monday...have to c him n a whole bunch of fake ppl telling me there sorry n than run up to him n try n stick there tounge down his fucking throat...god i hate this town..n alot of ppl in it...sometimes i just am curious..if id b better off dead... ye aim pretty pisse cause i heard something about my dad...too... like all day the only person ive been able to talk to was ryan...n so ive decided...not to talk to anyone this weekend...so if anyone had plans with me..n reads this....im not h anging out with u...n dont bother calling...cause i dont want to talk to anyone... well....i suppose ill write in....at some point..

<3Samm

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hey so today was sorta of a busy day...so today at 230 i went to my stepmoms grams party ( we all went out to eat n evreything) n than like at 4 when it was over i went to alexs house to hang out with him n jessie n i havent seen jessie in ever n than she left like after 15 mins after i got there! i was so pissed but i hung out with alex alll NIGHT! yea we watched saw it was pretty good...n scarey..lol yup n than we hung out till like about a little after midnight n than me n carey went to the store  n i got fricken spaghetos! how awsome am i!? i kno i kno...yup well that was my eventful day. o yes im dying my hair back to blonde right now too...omg but i have to b up early tomorrow cause i have to go back to my moms cause my aunt heather is coming over at 11 in the morning>! who the hell does that dont ppl kno america doesnt function b4 noon on weekends?!...well atleast...me..lol o man..well l8er

<3Samm

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so tomorrow im leaving for philly around 530 in da morning n im so effen psyched!! my bagz weighs a fucking ton! u would not believe how heavey they really are seriously! omg i still  have so much to do! wow im on the phone with bredon telling him about how we have to wake up at 4 n b at the shcol 4, 530 am how thrilling were gonna b on the bus for like 8 n a half hours! uh n i have like adhd so sitting still is going to b hard!!!  o god im psyched! well got to runt o my house to get more stuff for the damn tripp! :-\  b back on friday late evening or saturday l8 evening!

<3Samm

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sooo philly wasnt that great..it smelled bad...n the food wasnt that great well me & pete broke up...& now im dating kurt again.... ummm on thursday night back at the hotel room like we had a water fight...n the water broke a lamp...n kinda the t.v. the t.v. wouldnt stay on for more than 5 mins at a time...ooops... :-\ no than it gets better...we put shaving cream on the windows n also flashed ppl frmo our window...&& after the water fight we were all freezing so we took off our shirts n like hopped in the shower with our bras n our shrots on...n than nikki was tape recording it!!! lmao...but this is the best part....we sat offf the firealarm from all the steam it was horrible we were like running around in our bras trying to stop it n than the maintence guy came up..n it was horrible..o my .....yup so we didnt end up going to bed till 3 or 330 n than like it was bad cause we over slept it was just chaotic!!!  yup we saw the real world house too.... hmmmm  idk we went shoppin alot too...n i got a louie vaton purse its cute..well im exhausted ...so im off to bed...

Love Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/philly_was_chaoticn_kinda_sucked.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/kurtchris_luisaaron.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-10-23T10:10:13-05:00 <![CDATA[kurt...chris...... luis...aaron]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/kurtchris_luisaaron.mws today i went to kurts house ;-) & hung out with him it was lots & lots of fun.... i was there from.... 1...too....720 & than christy n chris came an got me n chris was drinking while driving ha what a fun driver..we went n saw timmy n luis that was fun.& than we went to northampton n saw his friend aaron...n than we went back to easthampton... n than we went back to northampton & went to wal*mart n i got oreos :-D but now i have to help jess with her myspace background...soo l8er <3Samm

]]> http://www.mindsay.com/comments/xxplaymate916xx/kurtchris_luisaaron.mws http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/i_h8_dumb_bitches_but_mine_n_kurts_nighth.mws xxplaymate916xx 2005-10-28T10:10:13-05:00 <![CDATA[i h8 dumb bitches but mine n kurts nighth]]> http://xxplaymate916xx.mindsay.com/i_h8_dumb_bitches_but_mine_n_kurts_nighth.mws Well tonight was a verrry long fucking night...we had a school dance.... & well it was going good very good...& than hayley told tara that kurt broke up with me... so i was like wtf w.e n i was sooooo upset...but i was trying not to let it bother me & what pissed me off was a couple of my friends were like i told u so samm i told u n i was just like my god lets not talk about it....So then...i was dancing & i went in the bathroom....n than i was standing there so upset & lexie came in & was talking to me...& than we were talking for a while n than peter came to the door & was liike Samm come out n talk to kurt n i was like no pete i dont want to talk to him n he was like please come out come on Samm so i went out there n than APPARENTLY HAYLEY LIED I WAS SOOO RIPPING...ok anyways...so i was standing there talking to him n stacey came up to me n than i just walked away n than we went in n started dancing & than so stacey asked me if i was dating kurt still n i wa slike idk n than she was like oh...& i was like yea...n than i wa slike dancing n than i turned around n i dont remember what i said to him but then i kissed him .....& than so everyone was like awww watching haha.....& than so the LAST slow song came on n than kurt & I were dancing & than like this chaperone came up to us n was like u cant dance that close n so i was like whatever n than she went on the otherside n she said i just told u u cant dance that close n i rolled my eyes n look away n than she GRABBED my ARM n i turned around and was like DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME ...n yes i actually said fuck n than she was said something n walked away n than after the dance her husband came up to me & was like excuse me is there a problem there n i was like dont talk to me please n than he was like fine ill just call ms.salzman up n have a talk with her once we find out ur name n i was like MY NAMES SAMANTHA MANDEVILLE IM IN MRS.SMITHS CLASS GO AHEAD N CALL HER....n than so they were talking to mrs.browski... n than kurt had to leave so he gave me a hug n kiss...& than mrs.browski was looking at me...so than taras sister got there n we left...let me tell u i was STEAMING i was soooo damn pissed!!! well anyways...i have better things to do right now.....actually no i dont im waiting for my sisters drunk ass to come in the door with jessica that should b interesting....leave me comments.... & kudos

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every single  year something fucks up my halloween last year me n nikki got in a huge fight n some rapist followed me around n this year kurt breaks up with me...& now hes telling me he didnt n im so confused..i will never b able to explain to u guys how much i fucking hate drama seirously thats why i try n ignore things when ppl talk to me about something stupid that try n cause drama yet some how ppl just want to try n make me mad n cause drama i mean seirously my god omg i hate ppl sometimes ok so tonight...

someone named timmy which is one of kurts friends called me n said well kurts breaking up with u n now kurts telling me he didnt say that ni he didnt even see timmy...yet than he told me they were trick*or*treating n im sooo confused yet i almost dont want to have to deal with it not almost i dont want to have to deal with it seriously its dumb n ihate it....n i dont want to have to listen to all these stupid ppl telling me kurt broke up with me n then him telling me he didnt break up with me because its starting to get old seriously in the past  3 days 3 ppl have told me kurt broke up with me.....its getting old...its just i like him so much but im sick of hearing ppl run up to me o do u kno kurt does that n this n that....n its like..idk i almost dont kno what to beilieve anymore..well im gonna go watch t.v. n stop complaining...

*Samm*

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Hey everyone...so yesterday in school Fe& i went to see mrs.stewart but she wasnt there so we were standing there talking to mr.craig & kurt n nate were in the library n than we were like kinda talking back n forth across the room n than when fe n i were about to leave nate was like samm get over here yea u now n than so i looked at fe n i was like o god n than nate was like kurt didnt break up with u n than i was like o really now n than fe was like lets go i wanna hear this so then we went over there n than nate was like yea kurt never broke up with u timmy did n kurt didnt even kno...n than fe was like o really than why isnt he telling her this n nate was like idk hes to shy..n than kurt was like no im not n than kurt said yea i was jumping in a bush?? n he calle du n said that...n i was like o really n he was like yea n i was like mhm ok..n than fe & i left n than they came into our cafeteria n i was like to him if u didnt break up with me than why did u tell  nate we did n he said well cause u were being a ....n than he went quiet n i was like o really...n than he said well...i said it cause u said it...so idk...everythings more confusing now..anyways


so today im might be hanging out with alex..:-) :-) hes awsummm idk ill write in l8er...if i feel like it..

~Love Samm

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