Hey everyone...so yesterday in school Fe& i went to see mrs.stewart but she wasnt there so we were standing there talking to mr.craig & kurt n nate were in the library n than we were like kinda talking back n forth across the room n than when fe n i were about to leave nate was like samm get over here yea u now n than so i looked at fe n i was like o god n than nate was like kurt didnt break up with u n than i was like o really now n than fe was like lets go i wanna hear this so then we went over there n than nate was like yea kurt never broke up with u timmy did n kurt didnt even kno...n than fe was like o really than why isnt he telling her this n nate was like idk hes to shy..n than kurt was like no im not n than kurt said yea i was jumping in a bush?? n he calle du n said that...n i was like o really n he was like yea n i was like mhm ok..n than fe & i left n than they came into our cafeteria n i was like to him if u didnt break up with me than why did u tell  nate we did n he said well cause u were being a ....n than he went quiet n i was like o really...n than he said well...i said it cause u said it...so idk...everythings more confusing now..anyways

so today im might be hanging out with alex..:-) :-) hes awsummm idk ill write in l8er...if i feel like it..

~Love Samm

every single  year something fucks up my halloween last year me n nikki got in a huge fight n some rapist followed me around n this year kurt breaks up with me...& now hes telling me he didnt n im so confused..i will never b able to explain to u guys how much i fucking hate drama seirously thats why i try n ignore things when ppl talk to me about something stupid that try n cause drama yet some how ppl just want to try n make me mad n cause drama i mean seirously my god omg i hate ppl sometimes ok so tonight...

someone named timmy which is one of kurts friends called me n said well kurts breaking up with u n now kurts telling me he didnt say that ni he didnt even see timmy...yet than he told me they were trick*or*treating n im sooo confused yet i almost dont want to have to deal with it not almost i dont want to have to deal with it seriously its dumb n ihate it....n i dont want to have to listen to all these stupid ppl telling me kurt broke up with me n then him telling me he didnt break up with me because its starting to get old seriously in the past  3 days 3 ppl have told me kurt broke up with me.....its getting old...its just i like him so much but im sick of hearing ppl run up to me o do u kno kurt does that n this n that....n its like..idk i almost dont kno what to beilieve anymore..well im gonna go watch t.v. n stop complaining...

*Samm*

sooo philly wasnt that great..it smelled bad...n the food wasnt that great well me & pete broke up...& now im dating kurt again.... ummm on thursday night back at the hotel room like we had a water fight...n the water broke a lamp...n kinda the t.v. the t.v. wouldnt stay on for more than 5 mins at a time...ooops... :-\ no than it gets better...we put shaving cream on the windows n also flashed ppl frmo our window...&& after the water fight we were all freezing so we took off our shirts n like hopped in the shower with our bras n our shrots on...n than nikki was tape recording it!!! lmao...but this is the best part....we sat offf the firealarm from all the steam it was horrible we were like running around in our bras trying to stop it n than the maintence guy came up..n it was horrible..o my .....yup so we didnt end up going to bed till 3 or 330 n than like it was bad cause we over slept it was just chaotic!!!  yup we saw the real world house too.... hmmmm  idk we went shoppin alot too...n i got a louie vaton purse its cute..well im exhausted ...so im off to bed...

Love Samm

so tomorrow im leaving for philly around 530 in da morning n im so effen psyched!! my bagz weighs a fucking ton! u would not believe how heavey they really are seriously! omg i still  have so much to do! wow im on the phone with bredon telling him about how we have to wake up at 4 n b at the shcol 4, 530 am how thrilling were gonna b on the bus for like 8 n a half hours! uh n i have like adhd so sitting still is going to b hard!!!  o god im psyched! well got to runt o my house to get more stuff for the damn tripp! :-\  b back on friday late evening or saturday l8 evening!

<3Samm

hey so today was sorta of a busy day...so today at 230 i went to my stepmoms grams party ( we all went out to eat n evreything) n than like at 4 when it was over i went to alexs house to hang out with him n jessie n i havent seen jessie in ever n than she left like after 15 mins after i got there! i was so pissed but i hung out with alex alll NIGHT! yea we watched saw it was pretty good...n scarey..lol yup n than we hung out till like about a little after midnight n than me n carey went to the store  n i got fricken spaghetos! how awsome am i!? i kno i kno...yup well that was my eventful day. o yes im dying my hair back to blonde right now too...omg but i have to b up early tomorrow cause i have to go back to my moms cause my aunt heather is coming over at 11 in the morning>! who the hell does that dont ppl kno america doesnt function b4 noon on weekends?!...well atleast...me..lol o man..well l8er

<3Samm

up so he broke up with me... (kurt) & im totally...and incredibly heartbroken...i cant beilieve i was soo damn stupid to think he actually cared...seriously what the hell runs through my head..well its going to suck come monday...have to c him n a whole bunch of fake ppl telling me there sorry n than run up to him n try n stick there tounge down his fucking throat...god i hate this town..n alot of ppl in it...sometimes i just am curious..if id b better off dead... ye aim pretty pisse cause i heard something about my dad...too... like all day the only person ive been able to talk to was ryan...n so ive decided...not to talk to anyone this weekend...so if anyone had plans with me..n reads this....im not h anging out with u...n dont bother calling...cause i dont want to talk to anyone... well....i suppose ill write in....at some point..

<3Samm

hey so i havent written in in a while...yup well..everything keeps going good..n than bad...well so far this year...i was failing..n than today i found out that im going to b passing....cause me & fe handed in everything we needed to n than...re-took a quiz  n it was good cause we passed along with ryan...well im going out with kurt again...since the 11th...n i already think hes going to break up with me..if he does..i dont kno what ill do...i will b soo upset! idk...anymore...yupp well... brittany taylor n i became such good friends i ADORE her with all my heart....she is incredible!  hmm life just blowzz.... seriously...well idk...i suppose im going ot go...

<3SAmm

HEy so today i went to school n it was pretty good i was tlaking to kyle today n like we cleared everything up about that night he came over hehehelol good night the conversation was pretty halirious i must say! ok so then after all that school crap i went to chrsitys as usuall n than like me n christy were hanging out n than like marissa n neelima came over n we chilled with them n than they left n marissa came back cause she got in a fight with her parents  so she is sleeping over too...nwe walked to my house n it took FOREVER cause i sprained my toe  n so it was hard to wlak on it  n than marissa got a phone call from her cousin n her cousin told her that i was "bonified hustler" lol o my it was funny n than we came back n than like we went to macdonalds n like it was so amusing like first marissas mom pulled up on the side walk trying to order n than like  she went to drive away without the food so i had to jump out of the car n get it n so many cars were behind us laughing it was so great! lol n than like  we were getting out of the car n like omg! i dropped all the food on the ground so than we just picked it up n than so i went to stand up n than i dropped it on the ground again!!!! n than marissas mom asked her if i was drunk n i was like no im not drunk its hard for me to walk lol i dont thinik she beilieved me htough :-\ lol o my  ok well i dont write in as much because im so busy lately ...so im gonna go chill with muh girls marissa n christy :-) :-*  dont forget to comment other wise im not writting anymore :-P

&hearts; Samm

ok well..today i went to school...came home n did nothing...well except watch laguna beach...its been a couple....hecktic days for a while...really chatotic! well if u wanna kno about htem let me know!

<3Samm